Slow Down
Feel more
Remember
Who you are
Maybe you’ve been holding it together for a long time.
Showing up. Doing your best. Keeping the rhythm.
But lately something’s been tugging, quiet, persistent, just under the surface.
A feeling that there’s more.
More to feel. More to want. More of you to meet.
You’re not alone.
For the parts of you that got left behind
You learned to leave pieces of yourself behind.
To be loved. To be safe. To belong.
The wild one. The sensual one. The one who said no.
They didn’t disappear. They’re still here, quiet, patient, waiting for your return.
This is where we begin.
Not with a plan. Not with pressure.
But with a breath, a pause, and the softest kind of listening.
Because the parts of you that got left behind?
They were never lost. Only waiting to be welcomed home.
Start where your body
says yes
I AWAKE is not a single course or concept.
It’s a living system of books, rituals, and symbolic tools designed to help you feel more like yourself, not less.
Everything here exists to guide you back into relationship with your body, your emotions, and your inner knowing.
The Book series
Each book is a chapter of your sensual hero’s journey.
Nine moments.
Nine thresholds.
Each one explores a different phase of healing and transformation.
From disconnection and survival, to reconnection, integration, and the return of pleasure.
These books aren’t just for reading.
They’re meant to be written in, cried with, returned to.
Filled with journaling prompts, imagination rituals, body-based practices, and symbolic maps to walk you home.
The 78 Card Deck
This isn’t about prediction.
It’s about presence.
Each card reflects a part of your inner world: an archetype, a threshold, a memory, a truth rising to the surface.
With each draw, you’ll receive a prompt and a ritual to help you feel and move with what’s alive.
The Sensual Institute
A live, 1.5-year online program that walks you through the I AWAKE system in real time, one week, one class, one breath at a time.
You’ll study, practice, and integrate in community with support, structure, and plenty of softness.
Not sure where to begin?
You don’t have to read the books or understand the system to begin.
You just have to pause. Breathe. Listen to what’s alive in you.
Our free Resources Library is here for exactly that.
Short audio rituals, symbolic downloads, imaginal prompts, designed to meet you right where you are.
No pressure. No perfect way.
Just your next true breath.
There’s no right way to come home
Only your way.
Whether you begin with a ritual, a card, a sentence that opens something in you, this work isn’t here to rush you. It’s here to meet you.
Start with one page. One practice. One yes.
And from there, let your own rhythm return.