First stop

Smell your undies

It begins with seeing.

This is where you call bullshit on your conditioning.

Where you finally notice how much of you was built by other people’s rules.

How much family, school, religion, culture have conditioned you…

You start to see how you’ve been living someone else’s version of you. And how it’s cost you your pleasure, your honesty, and your actual life force.

The experience

For the reader who became useful, easy, good, impressive, or manageable and now feels something real pressing underneath the role.

That's Not Me

You may not have disappeared all at once.

Maybe it happened through praise. Through being easy. Through becoming the one who understood, helped, smiled, adapted, performed, softened, managed, translated, waited, and made yourself less difficult to love.

That’s Not Me is the first book in the I AWAKE 7-day journey series. It begins where many self-development books politely refuse to look: at the version of you that was rewarded for going missing.

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