Nine books
One sensual return
This isn’t a self-help series
It’s a living map home
Most of us weren’t taught how to be in real relationship with ourselves.
Not with our bodies. Not with our emotions. Not with our pleasure, or pain, or quiet knowing.
We were taught to perform.
To endure.
To tidy up what hurt and keep moving.
But what if healing doesn’t look like fixing what’s broken and instead, looks like remembering what’s real?
This is what the I AWAKE books are here for.
To walk you, gently and honestly, back to yourself.
Nine books.
Nine thresholds.
Each one its own chapter in the arc of coming home.
You don’t have to rush.
You don’t have to “get it right.”
You just have to start where you are.
You already know this story
You’ve seen it in movies.
You’ve read it in fairytales.
And maybe, without knowing the name, you’ve walked it.
It’s called the Hero’s Journey.
A universal pattern mapped by mythologist Joseph Campbell after years of studying stories from around the world.
And in every one, he saw the same arc:
A call.
A refusal.
A crossing into the unknown.
Trials, teachers, losses.
And eventually…
A return.
But not the same.
Wiser. Braver. More whole.
The I AWAKE series follows this same pattern but through the body, not just the mind.
This is the sensual hero’s journey.
No dragons to slay.
No gods to appease.
Just you.
Feeling again. Reclaiming your rhythms.
Living like your inner life actually matters.
Because it does.
The lineage
The work in these pages draws from three sacred streams woven together like a braid, each one strengthening the others.
✨ Jungian Depth Psychology
You’ll meet your shadows, your inner archetypes, and the mythic parts of your psyche.
Not to analyze them but to invite them back into belonging.
✨ Somatic & Polyvagal Wisdom
You’ll learn how your nervous system works, how emotions move, and how safety is not a mindset. It’s a body state you can gently return to.
✨ Magical & Mythic Tradition
You’ll walk into imaginal space, symbol work, and ritual.
Not as escape, but as a powerful form of re-connection.
Together, these lineages form a symbolic technology.
A way of mapping your inner world through breath, image, sensation, and meaning.
The Imaginal Field
This work takes place in the Imaginal Field. The real, vivid space where imagination meets sensation.
Where your stories move through your nervous system.
Where images become thresholds.
This isn’t fantasy.
It isn’t escape.
It’s how you rewire the living architecture of your being through presence, breath, attention, and choice.
These books are meant to be touched
They’re not just for reading.
They’re for being with.
✨ Generous pages. Full-color illustrations.
✨ Thick margins for your notes, your doodles, your truths.
✨ Poetic guidance + embodied rituals.
✨ Space to land. Space to feel.
And every single exercise comes with an audio version, accessible via QR codes inside each book.
So if you’re tired, overwhelmed, or just want to be held, you can close your eyes and be guided.
You’ll also receive access to binaural meditations and restorative yoga sessions to help integrate the work, slowly and somatically.
Because this isn’t a homework assignment.
It’s a reclamation of your inner rhythm.
Explore the Series
Walk it one breath at a time.
Nine books.
Nine stages of your return.
Let your body choose where to begin but know this: the order mirrors the journey for a reason.
This path begins with what shaped you, moves through what hurt you, and guides you back to the you who can hold it all.
The Call
Books one, two and three
Exploring the hidden structures of disconnection
The invisible frameworks, the neglect, the wounds.
The Quest
Books four, five and six
Rebuilding connection with your body, mind, and heart.
Tuning into your inner sensual intelligence.
Coming Home
Books seven, eight and nine
Weaving the journey into daily life.
Embodying pleasure, presence, and vitality as your new foundation.