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Your sensual journey from disconnection to desire

One journey
Nine stops

All of them inside you

First stop

Smell your undies

You were molded into a version of yourself by unspoken rules, social pressure and cultural expectations.

This before you ever had a choice.

This is where you see them.

And name the invisible scripts that have been running your life.

So you can finally start writing your own.

Start here

Next up

Only prey pray for praise

You were loved… kinda.

Held… almost.

Heard… halfway.

And that almost carved a hollow inside you.

Here’s where you feel what never got to land.

Not to drown in it but to stop carrying it like it didn’t matter.

No more pretending

Passing through

Cry like you mean it

You swore you’d stop. You didn’t.

That thing you do when you get scared or too close to love.

This is where you stop performing survival.

Where you meet the part of you that learned it for a reason. And help it learn how to live instead of perpetuating survival mode.

Hug survival-mode-you into safety

Up next

Lick your mirror

This isn’t about orgasms.

It’s about feeling alive again.

Here’s where you thaw the numbness.

Learn what real safety feels like in your tissue.

And let your body remember joy as birthright, not reward.

Come closer

Next stop is

Think dirty, stay holy

You’re not here to quiet your mind.

You’re here to build an intimate and loving relationship with it.

This is where you stop shaming the spirals.

And start partnering with the part of you that overthinks, strategizes, freezes.

Here, the mind meets the body and they start talking.

And you enjoy their conversation.

Think with your whole body

Now arriving at

Home is where the heart beats

Not the stories. Not the drama. The real heart.

The one beneath all the noise.

This is where you stop guessing what you feel and start listening to the part of you that always knew.

Not because it’s romantic. Because it’s honest.

Because your body has been trying to tell you for years.

This is emotional fluency.

This is clarity. This is where you stop outsourcing your intuition and trust your own signals instead.

Open your heart

Up next

From upcycled to altar

You’ve played roles. Split off parts.

Kept things in compartments just to keep going.

Here’s where you don’t have to anymore.

This is where body, mind, and heart make out.

Not some perfect version of you. The entire you, whole and alive.

Make it sacred

Sliding into

Make a mess
Call it art

No more earning rest.

No more waiting for a reward to feel good.

This is where pleasure stops being a treat and starts being a way of moving through life.

Simple.

Daily.

Non-negotiable.

Make some beauty

Arriving at

Turned On all the way

You, Unedited.

This is the end of hiding. The end of adjusting.

The end of apologizing for wanting more.

You’ve walked every part of yourself back into the room.

Now you let them speak.

You write your own story.

In full volume. In real time.

In your real body.

This isn’t healing.

This is arrival.

Come home

Testimonials

The music and audio practices add another beautiful layer to the experience. They create a safe, embodied atmosphere that makes it easy to drop in, soften, and really receive the work. The soundscape feels intentional, calming, and emotionally attuned, guiding you rather than distracting you.
I’m on day 6 and truly loving the journey. I Awake is something you don’t just consume.

You feel it working with you, day by day. Deeply nourishing, intelligently crafted, and genuinely transformative.
As I moved through the days, I noticed how much clarity and insight surfaced naturally.
The questions, combined with the space to listen inward, brought up answers that honestly felt equivalent to many hours of therapy 😄❤️

It’s profound without being heavy, and supportive without ever feeling forced.
Natalia
Life altering work!
Camilla is an absolute genius and it’s difficult to comprehend how one person can curate such an immersive healing, somatic and spiritual experience that will bypass your conscious mind.
I am beyond grateful for receiving the keys to finally start the healing of especially my mother wound that I was not really aware of and how it affected all my relationships especially the romantic ones.
Fatu
I Awake is not just a book or an audio experience
it’s an entire system that gently yet powerfully works on you from the inside out.

The way Camilla writes, the words she chooses, and the questions she asks are all held at an incredibly high quality. They truly make you pause, reflect, and go deeper.

Natalia
I awake is a 7 day journey where you for real traveling deep into yourself and your inner truths.

If you tried with therapy, meditation & other things to heal or understand yourself & it didn’t worked this journal is for you.

I awake helps you to take off your mask you’ve worn to protect yourself, helping you to release others burden you’ve had on your shoulder that’s not yours.
Marie
To journey into this liminal sacred space aided by her kind and beckoning voice to this music that my body now longs after. I am getting every book and audio.

Completely life changing for me. I felt that you need a few days to process each chapter at least, rather than doing one chapter a day.
It’s a lot to process and it opens you up softly but powerfully.
Pure magic and bliss! 🙏🏽❤️