For the sentence you nearly said
You had an answer. Then you made it nicer, funnier, easier for everyone else. This illustrated journal gives the first version somewhere to go, with generous space for writing, drawing and whatever refuses to fit into a tidy sentence.
Its brief text snippets explore the roles you enjoy, the ones you feel obliged to keep playing, and the wishes that get lost between them. You might follow a thought about being the strong one, sketch something you would wear just for yourself, or fill a page with the words you usually edit out.
177 of the journal’s 200 pages are completely blank. There is room for a long story, a thought in the middle of the day, sketches and drawings that need a whole page. Every so often, a brief text or an illustration from the I AWAKE universe keeps you company. Five full-page numbered dot drawings give your pen something else to do: follow the numbers and see what appears.
The cover carries the colour of That’s Not Me. Bring the journal along while you read, or begin with whatever is on your mind today. There is no schedule to keep and no particular order to follow. These pages are yours.
Inside your journal
- 200 pages, including 177 completely blank pages for writing and drawing
- 10 brief original text snippets
- 7 separate pages of colour illustrations
- 5 full-page numbered connect-the-dots drawings
- 1 opening greeting page
- Matte softcover
- Height 26.04 cm and width 20.64 cm (10.252 × 8.126 inches)
- English-language interior





