A guided sensual 7-day journey into identity, adaptation, and the self you left behind to be loved

You may not have disappeared all at once

Maybe it happened through praise.

Through being easy.

Through becoming the one who understood, helped, smiled, adapted, performed, softened, managed, translated, waited, and made yourself less difficult to love.

What's
inside

Through reading, writing, body mapping, audio support, and the Return practice, you will begin to notice where your body says yes before your mouth does, where your life has been built around being useful, and where the real you is still waiting underneath the performance.

That’s Not Me is for the reader who has been praised for surviving in a form that no longer fits.

It is a sensual, honest, tender, and sometimes sharp first step into The Sensual Hero’s Journey™.

Not because something is wrong with you.

Because something real in you is still here.

This Book is For You If…

✨ You want to know why you keep saying yes when you mean no and how to stop betraying yourself for peace.

✨ You’re tired of performing “fine.” You want to know what it’s like to be honest in your own skin.

✨ You want to feel your choices in your body, not in the rulebook you inherited.

✨ You want your days to actually belong to you, not to guilt, habit, or someone else’s expectations.

You’re ready to stop doing life on autopilot and start driving it yourself.

A Note from the Author

This is not a book about becoming a better person. You have probably done enough becoming.

This is a guided return to the self that existed before approval became a map.

What You'll Explore

✨ The hidden patterns you’ve followed without knowing

✨ The masks you’ve worn to be loved, safe, accepted

✨ The places in your body that stopped speaking but never stopped feeling

✨ What it means to begin again without needing to become someone else

Each day brings you closer to the version of you who feels more.

Not to fix anything because you don’t need fixing. You need to see what’s been holding you back.

And feel it. So you can choose what to do with it.

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Format & Experience

Full-color, soft matte cover

app 300 pages over 8 chapters with large margins that gives you plenty of space to journal, doodle, and reflect

✨Large format, 8″x10″, for comfortable writing experience

✨ 2 audio-guided sessions per day accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform

✨ 1 audio-guided imaginal journey deep into your mind to meet an aspect of yourself  accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform

Let's begin

You were loved for a version of you.

Now your real self wants the room back.

If you buy it from Camilla, the author, you’ll get it signed and dedicated to you ❤️