Turned on all the way

“When I have that, then I’ll finally…”

Relax. Feel wanted. Take my work seriously. What do you want? How much of your life have you asked it to unlock?

The unicorn leaves room for possibility

A unicorn, a rainbow, a figure with raised arms: this destination makes imagination visible.

Here, the image welcomes a life you have not lived yet. Desire gets its own place on the map because recognising what you want is different from deciding how to pursue it.

What would freedom look like on Wednesday?

Fewer shifts? A paid bill? An hour at your own desk?

Give the wish ordinary details. You can see more clearly what needs resources, what depends on others and what you could begin.

The state beneath the want

Separate a goal’s practical value from the feeling or permission you hope it will bring.

Choose a real step towards it and one possible way to support your life now.

Your free practice includes:

✨ Opening and closing audio with Camilla

✨ Clear explanations and questions to explore a familiar pattern

✨ Writing space for your reflections and next step

Give wanting a practical shape

These capacities help you understand a desire and act on it without requiring certainty about the whole future.

Desire decoding

Name the experience you hope your goal will make possible.

Desire & erotic intelligence

Authentic choice

Choose a step you can take, ask about or revise.

Self-trust & agency

Sustainable ambition

Pursue what matters while keeping your present life in view.

Purpose & possibility

Stay with the question

A recognisable moment can open a bigger question. These readings give you room to explore it.

Explore desire, imagination, agency and the hopes we attach to achievement.

You Did Not Want the House. You Wanted the Exhale.

A desired object may carry an imagined state: privacy, recognition, ease, belonging or permission. Learn to meet the state beneath the symbol.

Heat Is Not Yet Intimacy

Chemistry can be vivid without becoming intimacy. Explore wanting, mutual recognition, responsiveness and what remains after the charge changes.

Keep the real need visible

More money can pay a bill. A new role can change your working day. Exploring the feeling inside a goal does not make its practical value disappear.

You can begin before everything is settled

Find out what the goal needs. Ask for support. Take a step that gives you information.

Some things must wait for resources or another person’s decision. Some may already have a small place to begin.

I Want It All offers seven guided days to explore desire, imagination and the life you hope success will make possible. Writing and my recorded guidance help you take the goal seriously while questioning the promises you have attached to it. In the recordings, my voice is accompanied by music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.

There’s a word for that

Desire, agency, imagination. Find language for what you want, what it could change and what remains yours to choose.

Desire

Desire is wanting: an attraction towards an experience, person, possibility or way of living.

Embodied imagination

Embodied imagination is imagining an experience while noticing the sensations, posture, movement or felt response that accompany it.

Intention

An intention is something you mean to do or a way you want to participate. It points your attention towards a chosen action, quality or direction.

The map is yours to revisit

A new desire may return you to a familiar question about identity, closeness or pleasure. Choose the destination that meets you now.