Desire decoding
Identify the experience or state you hope a desired outcome will bring.
What do you want to feel inside the life you keep imagining?
More money. Real love. Beautiful work. Time that belongs to you. The desire matters. So does the freedom, belonging or aliveness you hope will come with it.
I Want It All is a guided sensual seven-day journey by Camilla Wellton into desire and creation: discovering the experience beneath the goal and giving it somewhere to live.
Through reading, my recorded guidance, writing and body mapping, you’ll explore Sensorial Scenecraft, the practice of creating small inner scenes you can experience through your senses and connect to an actual choice.
You’ll notice whose approval is inside the picture, rehearse a more honest response, and practise making room for the attention, pleasure or opportunity you say you want.
Keep your ambition. Let your desires become more specific. Begin bringing them into your calendar, your conversations, your work and your next decision.
For when you want to feel present in the life you are working so hard to create.
Four capacities you’ll practise
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Expansion tolerance
Explore how to meet more possibility while staying attentive to your limits and needs.
Visibility capacity
Practise being seen without automatically editing yourself for approval.
Receiving success
Notice what happens when something wanted arrives, and make room to receive it.
Sustainable ambition
Connect what you are pursuing with a way of living you can participate in.
What’s inside
Eight chapters. Seven stages to explore at your own pace. The final chapter is an integration imaginal journey, giving you space to bring the experience together.
In the recordings, I guide you through a deliberate pace, pauses and sequence designed to help your nervous system settle. My voice and the music invite you to notice bodily responses alongside your thoughts and feelings. You can also choose separate background music on the course platform to carry the atmosphere into your reading and reflection.
Each of the seven stages includes:
- An opening guided exercise with my voice and music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.
- The day’s chapter to read and explore.
- Three writing prompts, with space for your responses.
- A body map as the fourth prompt, to notice and record what you feel.
- A closing guided exercise with my voice and the original music.
You also receive The Circle, the guided imaginal journey for integration, and a longer guided practice to return to whenever you want time with yourself.
A substantial book, made to spend time with. The printed edition has 292 pages and pairs premium, thick cream paper with full-colour illustrations and easy-to-read 15-point type. There is ample space to write, explore and doodle in the margins. Room to make this book your own.
If I were you, I’d want a sample first.
Enter your email to receive access to the first 50 pages for free in your digital library. We’ll email you a link to sign in and read your sample on the website.
Hear what it feels like to be guided.
Listen as I guide you for about ten minutes, accompanied by music composed especially for this universe. Let my voice give you a sense of the pace, the atmosphere and what it’s like to take time for yourself.
Audio sample from The Sensual Hero’s Journey™
Your printed book, guidance and music
Your printed book includes access to my recorded guidance, the original music and the course material. Immediately after checkout, you’ll receive an email with your access link and login details for the course platform. You can begin listening while your book is on its way.
