Sensual Hero's Journey

Living on Love Crumbs

You can be loved in pieces and still feel starved.

The message finally arrives. The apology sounds sincere. Someone tells you how much you mean to them. For a moment, something in you settles. Then the waiting starts again.

Living on Love Crumbs is a guided sensual seven-day journey by Camilla Wellton into the hunger beneath “it’s fine”: what you need, what almost meets it, and what you do to keep that possibility alive.

Through reading, my recorded guidance, writing and body mapping, you’ll explore the Crumb-Chase Circuit. You’ll notice the lift a little attention brings, the reaching that follows, the version of yourself you become to stay close, and how you feel after the contact ends.

This belongs in love, friendship, family and work. Anywhere being wanted, praised or needed has begun to stand in for being met.

You can appreciate the warmth that is there and still ask for care that reaches you. Begin making that distinction without apologising for having needs.

990,00 kr
The experience

Eight chapters. Seven stages to explore at your own pace. The final chapter is an integration imaginal journey, giving you space to bring the experience together.

In the recordings, I guide you through a deliberate pace, pauses and sequence designed to help your nervous system settle. My voice and the music invite you to notice bodily responses alongside your thoughts and feelings. You can also choose separate background music on the course platform to carry the atmosphere into your reading and reflection.

Each of the seven stages includes:

  • An opening guided exercise with my voice and music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.
  • The day’s chapter to read and explore.
  • Three writing prompts, with space for your responses.
  • A body map as the fourth prompt, to notice and record what you feel.
  • A closing guided exercise with my voice and the original music.

You also receive The Circle, the guided imaginal journey for integration, and a longer guided practice to return to whenever you want time with yourself.

A substantial book, made to spend time with. The printed edition has 316 pages and pairs premium, thick cream paper with full-colour illustrations and easy-to-read 15-point type. There is ample space to write, explore and doodle in the margins. Room to make this book your own.

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Product details

Book size
Height: 25.4 cm (10 in). Width: 20.32 cm (8 in). 316 pages.

Your printed book includes access to the accompanying audio and course material. Immediately after checkout, you’ll receive an email with your access link and login details for the course platform, where you’ll find your audio practices. You can access the audio while your book is on its way.

Available to order now. Free shipping within Sweden. Handling and delivery take 9–14 days in total.

  • Eight chapters.
  • Matte softcover, printed on thick, premium cream-white paper.
  • Full-colour illustrations and 15-point type.
  • Wide margins for your doodles, sketches and thoughts.
  • Approximate weight: 700 g.
  • Four prompts in each of the seven day-chapters: three writing prompts, each with a blank page for your answers, and one body map.

The QR code inside your book gives you access to the I AWAKE course platform. There you’ll find eight lessons, one corresponding to each of the book’s eight chapters. The seven day-chapters include my opening and closing guided exercises, accompanied by music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe.

The guided imaginal journey, The Circle, corresponds to the eighth lesson.

The course platform also includes a longer guided practice designed to help you settle and give your nervous system time to relax, plus two shorter guided practices: a 90-second Return and a 5-minute Return. These are additional practices without corresponding chapters in the book.

You’ll also find instrumental versions of the tracks used as background music for my audio guidance, composed especially for the I AWAKE universe. You can play them while you read, write and reflect.

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