Welcome to the shop

Darling, has anyone told you that...

…living without pleasure and sensuality isn’t living, it’s management.

Thatunderstanding your nervous system isn’t optional. It’s essential.

That your imagination was never meant for worry loops and stress replays. It’s built for pleasureand creation.

And let’s be honest, you don’t just want to function.

You want to feellit up by your life.

What we offer here will help you get there. Enjoy ✨

Filters
Universe
Format
Product type
Subscriptions & access
Themes & capacities
9 products
Nothing matches those filters yet. Try removing one filter.

Questions
and answers

No. Sensuality is your capacity to notice, feel, receive and respond through your body.

The journey explores presence, desire, boundaries, emotion and honest choice.

Sexuality may be part of that wider territory, but it isn’t the focus here.

Yoga can make you more aware of your body. This journey gives that awareness somewhere very specific to go.

You’ll explore the roles you’ve learned to perform, the rules you still obey, where your body says yes before you do and what you may have traded for love, safety or belonging.

If yoga has helped you feel more, this journey can help you understand what those feelings are asking you to see.

Therapy can help you understand your patterns. This journey gives you a structured way to notice how those patterns live in your body, your choices and your everyday reactions.

Many people already know why they do what they do. The harder part is catching it while it’s happening.

That’s the space this book works with. It can deepen the work you’re already doing, but it doesn’t replace therapy or professional care.

No. That’s Not Me is an educational and reflective guided experience.

It doesn’t diagnose, treat or replace therapy, medical care or professional support.

It is not coaching and it is not a belief system. Some practices use imagination, sensory attention and body-based reflection as ways of exploring a question, not as doctrine or proof of anything supernatural.

If something feels too intense, you can pause, return later or choose not to continue a particular practice.

It’s extensively researched, but it isn’t pretending to be a clinical treatment.

The method draws from research into expressive writing, narrative processing, metacognition, attention, memory, embodiment and interoception: your ability to notice what’s happening inside your body.

You won’t be asked to believe in anything mystical. And the book won’t reduce your inner life to a theory either. The research shapes the structure. Your lived experience remains the authority.

No.

You can move through one stage each day, pause when something needs more time or return after a break. There’s no falling behind and no need to start over.

You decide darling! This is not school, nor a task.

This is quality Me-time.

That’s exactly where this journey may be useful.

Knowing why something happens doesn’t always help you notice it in the moment. The practices invite you to recognise the pattern in your body and experiment with a different response while real life is happening.

No. Hmmm… Well it depends on how you define a course darling. I’d say it’s a carefully sequenced multi-day experience.

Each day combines reading, expressive writing, body mapping and an opening and closing guided exercise with my voice and music composed especially for the I AWAKE universe. The order matters: every day opens a different layer and builds on what came before it.

There’s nothing to pass, perform or keep up with. Just a private structure designed to take you somewhere.

No. Every journey is designed to stand on its own.

Start with That’s Not Me if its central question feels closest to what you’re living now.

Your book connects you to the accompanying online material through a QR on the last page. You scan the QR code and follow the instructions to recieve access.

If you buy the book from the author her eat this site, you won’t have to scan the QR code. Instead you’ll receive an email with a login link directly after purchase.

Aurora is the practice partner within the I AWAKE book universe.

When reader access opens, she’ll help you continue exploring the questions and practices connected to your journey. She won’t tell you who to be or replace your own judgment.

Aurora isn’t publicly available yet. Join the waiting list and you’ll receive clear information about timing, eligibility and cost before making any commitment.

The journey doesn’t ask you to adopt a new belief system, worship anything or turn away from your faith.

It uses reflection, imagination and attention to the body as ways of listening more honestly to yourself. Any symbolic language is offered as an invitation, not a doctrine.

Your faith remains yours. Nothing in this book asks to take its place.

You can talk with this book

Together with your personal practice partner, Aurora, you can talk with this book.

Aurora is part of the I AWAKE universe.

She knows the material inside the book intimately and the questions it may give rise to.

Her role is to support you as you turn what you read into actions that change your life.

You can to talk to her about a passage you’ve underlined in your book, a pattern you’ve started to notice or let her help you turn insights into lived change.

She won’t tell you who to be.

She’ll help you stay close to what the book has opened up for you.

She’ll help you metabolise what you learn and practice it.

Aurora is currently available only by invitation.

You’ll receive an invitation when access connected to That’s Not Me opens again.

Testimonials

Person reading an I AWAKE book

Not sure where to begin?